Showing posts with label winter. Show all posts

Right Before Spring








It's cold outside. Not freezing in a below-zero snow-on-the-ground way, but the kind that just sort of bites at you as you get closer to spring and want the warmer weather.  The kind that makes me want to sit with seed catalogs and a hot cup of something in my hands and plan summer gardens. We had unseasonably warm weather last week and it made me itch to get my hands digging in the dirt.

We have a lot to do. Last year we didn't do much. It just felt like too much. We had a pool for the first summer ever (it came with the house, we wouldn't have voluntarily chosen to have one. In fact, it was on our list of things we DIDN'T want, but here we are.) We had an infant.  I was still trying to kick PPD/A in the face and it was just too much to think about the work and money involved in starting a new garden.

This year it's all feeling better.  I'm still trying to kick PPD/A in the face, but I'm making progress. And Ben is bigger.  And we can manage to wrap our heads around starting new garden areas from scratch.

As I started planning and figuring out how many veggies vs cutting garden flowers I want, I looked back at this post and this post it made me feel hopeful. I cannot believe I grew so many flowers that season!  If I could plan and do that, I can certainly get some seeds in the ground to grow some veggies for our family this year, even if it does still feel like a big task to dig out and start a new garden spot from scratch.  We're using existing space and I'm trying to combine my cutting garden wants with perennials and landscaping to work on our yard a little bit while I still use it as garden space in a few different spots that still don't have permanent landscaping.

None of this includes our whole front yard that needs to be landscaped because when we moved in we had to have everything in the front ripped out to fix a basement water problem.  So that's happening, too.  One step at a time.  I may or may not have much time for blogging this spring and summer!  

As usual, I have no idea what the heck I'm doing, but I'm going to do it anyway...

Snow Day Morning







He was up at 4:30am to see if it snowed.  Thank goodness for movies and couch cushion forts and for neighbors to play and have fun and restaurants close enough to walk to for grilled cheese and burgers for lunch.  Plus, it just feels really good to be capturing things with more than just my phone again.

Early February










I read this recently on Instagram and it made me feel like writing and sharing more again.  I've been feeling like coming back to this space lately, so I'm jumping back in. I miss the practice of daily writing and remembering these days.

 I often wonder what on earth my kids will ever do with all of these photos some day.  Will they be so ubiquitous that they won't even look? There are SO MANY and it just reminds me that photography is really just a therapeutic practice for me.  Sure, I get a cute photo here and there, but what it really does is make me feel like I'm doing something to manage these feelings of watching them grow at lightning speed.

Making me happy right now:
Bullet Journaling
The app 1 Second Everyday, here's our 2016 in 1-second clips.
1 Year Old Antics. This is the story of our days right now.
Waking up early because I'm going to bed so early and using the early time for some quiet.
Lavender Bubble Baths
This Circle of Friends leave-in conditioner. We got it for the tea tree during a lice scare and we've kept it around since because it works so well and smells so good.




Note: Amazon links are affiliate links.

January









Here's what I've got right now.  
January was a blur of snow and sickness and morning (all day) sickness. 
#3 is on the way! 
How was your January??

Friday Bits and Pieces










I'm sitting here with a chick sleeping on my chest and the poor little thing is so snuggly and SO awkward looking right now.  I forgot how awkward they get! Also, I think their feathers are going to match my hair, which is randomly fun:) The wind is whipping like crazy outside.  When the wind started getting wild, Nick looked outside and said, "Whoa! It really IS Lion-y out there mommy!" 

It was 60ish degrees on Tuesday and Wednesday and it seriously felt like some sort of fog just lifted from the universe.  Between that and the extra sunshine in the evening, life was good.  Even if I did have one kid home sick and puking and the other at school, the one day a week that I usually have a chunk of kid-less time to get things done.  The same kid who was home two weeks ago with an awful ear infection! I just keep telling myself that SPRING is less than a week away. 

I'm working on meal planning and prepping for freezer cooking this weekend and, since I feel like I've had a bunch of people asking me about freezer meals lately and I didn't have much time to dedicate this week to posts, I thought I'd share a few things that I love to always have in the freezer for easy meals to give some ideas.  These are all things that would be great to try if you want to start having meals in the freezer but don't have big chunks of time to spend on cooking a bunch at once or you feel overwhelmed and don't know where to start. A lot of it is stuff that can just be doubled when you're already making it or can be cooked as you cook other things and have the over or stove going anyway.  

Some Quick and Easy Freezer Favorites: 
Bolognese - make a huge batch and freeze in  meal-size portions
Pork Ragu - SO easy and so good! If you have the time to leave this in the oven, it makes more than enough for multiple meals
Burritos 
Soup - freeze leftovers in individual portions for lunches another day
Fried Rice  - only $4ish in the freezer section at Aldi (if you have one nearby!), quick to make, more veggies and tons less salt than most other store-bought frozen meals (and easy to add more veggies) and always turns out so well.  I also make my own with this recipe, but in a pinch it's nice to grab that bag and make it instead of eating out! 
Salmon - Sure, if you're feeling motivated you can marinate ahead of time, but I rarely do because it's so easy to roast along with some potatoes and a veggie like broccoli or serve with a salad. 
Chili - If you want to get outside the box, this black bean and sweet potato chili is AMAZING, but regular chili is so easy to make and always so nice to have. It's a whole meal alone, but I usually freeze it in smaller portions, too, to heat up and serve over baked potatoes on a night that we need something easy. 
Twice Baked Potatoes - another option that makes a meal alone with a salad on the side or as a side dish themselves.  
Sloppy Joes
Rice (or any grain, really) - Cook a big batch when you're cooking it anyway and freeze enough for another dinner. 
Pork Tenderloin
Quiche (freeze it cooked or uncooked) 
Tortellini
Pierogies
Shredded Beef/Pork/Chicken for Tacos/Soups/Casseroles/Quesadillas/Sandwiches
Sandwiches
Beans - cooked in big batches, they freeze and are so easy to have in the freezer. 

What do you love to have around to make life easier? I'd love to hear! 

p.s. If you struggle with lunches for work, The Kitchn did a whole series this week on lunches with TONS of awesome ideas! 

From Sunday Morning












It's Sunday morning and I can hear them downstairs playing. Talking. Negotiating. Bickering. In my still-half-asleep state, I just listen, cognizant of the fact that it's Sunday morning and I'm in bed still with two kids big enough to go downstairs and play and watch tv together while we get up a little more slowly. It doesn't happen often, but every once in a while it hits me that my kids are almost 5 and almost 7. That my kids aren't babies anymore. That I'm officially that mom looking adoringly at moms with newborns, half wanting to snuggle a newborn right in the crook of my arm and half eternally grateful to be out of that phase of life and in one where I can wake up slowly on Sunday morning with my biggest worry being that someone will spill cereal or milk or sneak a piece of candy before one of us gets downstairs.

I have this strange dichotomy happening internally where one part of me feels like a terrible parent for not picking up on stuff and helping my kids sooner, but another part of me tells me over and over that I know we're good parents and that we're doing the best we can with what we have. It's something my mom says often, especially in relation to parenting. That we all just make the best decisions we can in the moment and that HAS to be enough. 

In the past month one kids has started counseling and we've decided to start speech therapy for the other and hold him back a year from starting kindergarten.  Especially now that we've seen with our first grader what he'll be doing when he gets to kindergarten and we've seen how hard it was on her. But it's feels weird because they're only 22 months apart and they'll be 3 years apart in school. And it'll make him 6.5 when he starts kindergarten and that makes me squirm because it makes us look like "those" parents. But this feels like a much better balance than just throwing him in and and hoping he doesn't struggle. 

I got to visit his preschool class last week and stay the whole time and we also had a teacher conference with his teacher where she confirmed that she's been feeling the same way - that an extra year of preschool in a play-based environment would be really good for him to build more solid skills.  And he will be in an environment with teachers and a director who feel the same as we do as parents about kids needing to play and having too much pressure and how it's all just too much for them right now, so that feels really good.  


When we talked to him about it, because we've already talked about kindergarten starting next year, he was thrilled at the idea of having another year in preschool, so that was a relief.

So, for now: We had a few warm(ish) days in a row and it was AWESOME. Snow is melting. Seeds are started inside and sprouting and more are ordered for outside. The seed germinating testing is fascinating all of us. The first day of spring is officially less than a month away. Taxes are filed.  Big time-suck commitments are almost over.  We're on our last bag of strawberries from the summer, which means it's almost time to pick more. Things are good. 

Tuesday Confessions




(You're surely sick of snowy/icy photos at this point, right?  Sorry, it's all I've got right now!)


We've kind of just felt like we've been in survival mode.  Quiet, snow-playing survival mode, but I'm coming off of 5 days straight with kids at home and that's survival mode for me!  Plus my sister came home from the Peace Corp late last Wednesday night and is staying with us as well, so everything is just a little bit off right now.  

I've been thinking during the past few weeks while I've had copious amounts of time with kids home and very little time alone to actually write posts, because I can't write and think clearly while children beg for snacks, and I'm working on a balance between project/food/informational sort of posts and personal stuff.  As I'm starting this post, there are 4 kids at our house because of a two-hour delay for school and they're all watching Planes because I have no energy left in me for kids inside my tiny house bouncing off the walls.  

My current confessions:  
My kids are watching insane amounts of tv and I just don't care. 
I've been sleeping on the couch while we've rearranged beds because my sister is here and it's been kind of nice because it means I get a whole night of sleep without a non-stop snoring husband. 
I'm ITCHING to just be by myself.  
I've way over-committed this year at schools and I'm really looking forward to not having those obligations anymore, even though I like them and love to be involved in their schools.  
Freezer meals and menu planning are saving my sanity right now. 
I left 7 lbs of sausage (for a freezer meal exchange) on the counter overnight last night and I'm kicking myself for the complete waste of all of that food since I had to throw it away. 
I love my house, but it's driving me crazy.  I want to just be content, but there are SO many things I want to do here and I waffle on whether or not to do them and or to not spend the time doing things to a house we'll likely not live in long-term.  Maybe it's because we've been so cooped up? 
I missed the backyard.  
Mia and I were dreaming about strawberry picking last night.  I got strawberries at the store, because it's hard to say no to kids begging for fruit, and even though they weren't great, we seriously enjoy the fresh tartness of them.  It led to a discussion about fruits and veggies that are in season and how we all love strawberry picking so much because it means that summer is starting and it means it's right around Mia's birthday.  (Nick's birthday-season marker is March Madness!)  
When my sister offered to hang out with Nick this afternoon so that I could go out and get some work done and go to Mia's Valentine's Day Party alone, I jumped at the chance a little too enthusiastically.
We're having Sloppy Joes for dinner tonight.  I've tried multiple homemade versions, but nothing beats the can of Manwich. 
I need to make ricotta now. And feta and goat cheese.  I think I could probably live on baguette spread with various soft cheeses. 
This Pork Ragu is on the menu coming up and I'm salivating just thinking about that deliciousness. 

That's all I've got for now.  How about you? Anything you need to confess or discuss on a Tuesday? 

Hummingbird Bundt Cake for an Icy Day










We spent last week with snow and ice and power outage (only part of one day, thankfully!) and with a tree down in the backyard and only one day of school that wasn't cancelled or a two hour delay.  We spent the day without power (possibly the excitement of Nick's whole year? THE BLACKOUT he calls it with glee!) at my parents' house in pajamas.  We knew it would most likely be a snow/ice day and I had been thinking about this cake for a week and planned to make it for breakfast, so I hauled the ingredients over with us and made it there and got to take a photo of my mom's original recipe card while I was cooking. 
_____________________________________________________

Every so often my mom hands me a few recipes.  Some torn out of magazines, some photocopied, some she's written.  They're things she remembers as her favorite recipes and she wants me to have them while she's thinking of them. Most of them are recipes I remember her making at some point and some are random (there's a copied Jell-O Pudding Dirt Cups recipe somewhere in the stack.) Pignoli Cookies, her meatballs, an ice cream cake that a coworker made, the sweet potato casserole that she found in a newspaper one year that has been on our Thanksgiving table ever since, her neighbor's sister's ambrosia, an apple crumb cake that's the best darn apple dessert you'll EVER taste.  

For all of them, she writes notes.  I'm slowly working my way through and re-writing them myself because even though her handwriting looks pretty, it's crazy hard to read and I know that one day I won't be able to ask her what the heck it says.  But most of the notes I won't forget - she tells us little bits and pieces regularly that I'll likely be telling my kids for a long time. Pancakes and eggs need a HOT pan and the pan isn't ready until you throw drops of water in the pan and they sizzle immediately.  Keep holiday recipes simple and traditional.  Always mix cornstarch with cool liquid and flour with warm liquid.  She tells us repeatedly and we all act annoyed, but when she isn't there, we can repeat the instructions to each other from memory and they're things we won't forget.

This Hummingbird Cake ranks as one of my favorite recipes from her.  I never really realized that Hummingbird Cake was a "thing" until I researched it.  She got it from a neighbor before I was born when my parents lived in California while my Dad was in Grad school in the Navy.  She didn't even realize that the recipe got popular when a magazine ran it years ago, she just thought it was something from her neighbor.  I searched a bit and quickly found more info - Southern Living ranks their Hummingbird Cake as their most requested recipe since it ran in 1978.  This article has even more interesting info, but she laughed when I told her all of this as I sat at her kitchen table making the cake and just kept telling me what to do and giving helpful bits of info (like NOT to mash the bananas, just to dice them!) as I said, "MOM! I KNOW how to cook!" 

 I think I like it because it's an easy cake.  It's sort of a cross between banana bread and the moist denseness and nuts of a carrot cake.  The original version in Southern Living is a layered cake that has a cream cheese frosting that sounds great, but this version skips that. The cake itself is more than enough with a sprinkle of powdered sugar on top.  

Her notes include a big reminder to not mash the bananas all of the way - it's better with a few chunks in there.  She also replaced the original pecans with walnuts, because they're less expensive.  I've done it with both and they both work.  I do this in a bundt cake because I like it that way, and it's how she makes it, but you could easily do this as a regular cake. 

Hummingbird Bundt Cake

3 cups flour
1 1/2 cups sugar
1 teaspoon baking soda
1 teaspoon cinnamon
1 teaspoon salt
1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla
3/4 cup oil
1 8-ounce can of crushed pineapple
3 eggs
2 cups diced ripe bananas (if yours aren't ripe, bake them at 350 until the skins are black and they'll be good to go)
1 cup chopped walnuts or pecans

Preheat the oven to 350 degrees.
Grease and flour a bundt pan.
Mix dry ingredients in a large bowl.
Mix wet ingredients in a medium bowl.
Make a well in the center of the dry ingredients and mix in wet ingredients. 
Stir until moist.  (Do not beat!) 
Spoon the batter into the greased, floured pan and bake at 350 degrees for 1 hour, or until toothpick inserted in the center comes out clean.
Let the cake cool in the pan for 10 minutes, then cross your fingers that it comes out without breaking and flip it over and out of the bundt pan to cool onto a wire cooling rack to finish cooling.  
Once cool, sprinkle with powdered sugar.